Stress= Lack of Faith

I spent the afternoon trying to figure out my bills and it has stressed me out. Thankful all my bills are covered until I get back from BTI. I would say I hate not knowing how I'm going to pay for things after such an expensive trip but then I would say I hate going on faith and that's totally not true. I thank God that I'm still able to go to BTI and that things are covered for now considering I'm totally job less and its all because of the wonderful Savior I serve.

So yeah I went to the bank today and normally that's not the greatest thing but today it was a stress reliever- I was so happy to find out that I could cover my bills now that are due in May while I am gone and I don't have to rely on dad to take care of it... Have you happened to catch on I am a pretty independent and stubborn person. I don't have a problem with people helping me but I thrive to be able to say hey I did this on my own. My parents have rarely bailed me out of a bind and when they have I've thankful been able to pay them back and then some. At times my stubbornness gets me in a few agruments but in the end knowing that God is all I am truly dependent on is what I want.

Anyway for lunch we stopped at Erberts and Gerberts- don't know if they have those down south or out west but its a sub place. I actually now prefer it to Subway. I'm proud of myself I stepped out of what I am use to and tried something new :) and it was soooo good. Its an interesting restaurant- I wish I could remember the name of the sub- its had a totally weird name. Then I came back and helped a friend with their blog- I have to admit its a good thing that person is a dear friend because I was about to strangle them but they are paying me back in the best way ever and that's taking me to my favorite restaurant. I enjoy that type of stuff just wish I could figure out how to change the text - style and size and what not. Its driving me nuts not figuring it out. ZAY!!! Actually I don't listen to that cry for help- I know you don't have time. If anyone else doesn't know how to do it then I suppose I'll just have to beg Micah when he comes up here for camp.

Oh yeah- another absolutely beautiful day. I'm in owe at how perfect it has been. I love this weather. I should force myself to get up earlier and enjoy more of it. Jo and I went on a walk this afternoon like I said we were going to do just won't get a chance to go for a walk tonight because we have to go clean the Dunn County News.

Ok I love the Chips Ahoy commercial its so cute- sorry it just came on and I had to stop typing to watch it. Anyways I don't like rock music actually I despised it so I didn't watch American Idol tonight- actually sense last week I flip to it when Gilmore Girls is commericaling so I haven't really watched it much. Who did good and who do you think is headed home? Fill me in please :)

that's about all for tonight- sorry if I rambled on

Peace Out Ya'll *rolls eyes at how dorky that was*