Doing my best...

I'm doing my best not to dwell on this weekend- I know it wasn't a personal attack on me but rather on the church...I think a personal attack on me though would have been easier to take...Current mental state- still confused- not at what happened but why people do things like this...an answer God only knows... Thank you all for your prayers and comments- yesterday I felt no love and it hurt but to wake up and see the abudance of love and prayers from all of you was wonderful. This is what the Church is made up of LOVE and I'm willing to stand and defend Her no matter the cost...

On to lighter things considering as I said Im doing my best....

I had great fun talking to Grayson and Jared last night- put those two together and you are guaranteed to laugh...its what I needed, its what I wanted and they delivered. They are great guys- both single- both wonderful friends *wink* anyone want to save them from becoming monks ;-)

I got woke up this morning from my crazy brother- its okay though the loser hadn't called me in almost 2 weeks so I figured I'd take what I could get- plus I needed to get out of bed- heehee- "But why its so comfy and my room is actually cool" So I talked to Micah a short bit- both of us were on the verge of falling back asleep - so I got off the phone with him and did a few things and then crawled back into bed...all the traveling and stress prevented normal sleep the last two days so I had some catching up to do... then when mom got home we had plans to go out to eat and go to one of the hotels and see if anyone was in the pool- we needed to cool off and wanted to go swimming- usually on week nights the place is empty and we can have the pool to ourselves so that was the goal. Well some how we ended up going to Cellular One to CHECK on new plans that will transfer to Alaska - we walked out WITH new phones and a new cell phone plan.

This is my new phone- which I like it- it has FM radio on it which is cool- I haven't figured it out yet -hehe


and this is what I think Mom, Dad, and Joleesa got- as much as I wanted a phone with Bluetooth on it - I liked the free part better :-D



as of right now our phone numbers are the same- they won't change until we get up to Alaska. I've already gotten to talk on my new phone- I called Bethany back - she called while we were there and I wasn't able to answer my phone and I talked to Micah again and tried out the really nice headset that came with it... It was nice because we know the lady that helped us and we were having fun and cracking up...

Laughter is good for the heart! thats my new theme in life- I want to laugh I want to smile- and I dont want anything to hinder that.