Break Up, Its Finished, and lazy day

Ok Dustin- you may get a call after this post :P- um... Its wired telling it this way...But this way is the only way I have contact with some of you...Ok so to explain Dustin's comment and to further explain the reason for the post about Micah...About 3 weeks ago um...Grayson and I broke up...For those of you who may not know he and I had been dating for just under 2 years...It was a mutual decision and we are still the best of friends... I actually just got off the phone with him. I've done my best to make sure no one heard anything second hand but telling so many people isn't easy and so I'm sorry if you heard it from someone else...but without saying why because that's between me and him- there is no anger between the two of us...some hurt and a lot of tears (I've actually been informed that its now illegal for me to cry) but who knows what the Lord may have for the two of us maybe its only temporarily over but all I know is that right now I'm doing my best to make up for what I sadly neglected in my relationship with Christ.

Speaking of that closer relationship...Its finished... I finished the last test in the " The Church- The Fullness of Christ" study coarse ;) Grayson helped me with the few question I was stupid on :) but it is done - finished it tonight at work...I've decided to take a break from them - yes I'm putting off doing the red book "History of the Church" shame on me I know but I've decided to work on project that God has laid on my heart and I'll tell you about it when I'm done with it oronce I get truly started on it ...but anyways

today was soo nice at work I finished my training at the front of the line where we load 600lb of a cotton like material and 300lb of elastic onto the line for the pieces to be put together to make the soft streachy stuff on the sides of diapers... so after two weeks of using a loader to pick up and put on these rolls (which isn't as easy as it sounds it still requires a lot of muscles and physical strength that you start to loose around 9-10 at night) I am finally able to sit down in front of a computer the whole shift ( which I love) and I am testing the material to see how much tension it can endure and there is another test we do to the product and I believe its to see how well the elastic is adhered to the unwoven material. So yeah I get to sit and enter data for 8 hrs...Which in my mind is so much better then dealing with our line when it decides to work.

I know it sounds like a lazy part of the job but it uses the brain and that can be just as tiring as pysical labor- don't pick on me for saying that :P you all know what I mean....and speaking of tiring- my eyes hurt there telling me I need to change and head to bed- actually if I didnt spell like melted plastic I would be tempted to sleep in my work clothes so this is where I say good night even though most of you have been sound asleep for a few hours

so adios

p.s. Dustin- Im doing ok- thank you for caring- the weekends are hard- Im not as busy and have to much free time to think... I don't want anyone to feel like they're hurting me by being friends with him...like I said he's my best friend ever- you dont get rid of someone who knows you as well as Gray knows me :P it could be dangerous :D