Church and Special Brothers

Ok I know when you see the time this is posted you'll wonder why I'm not in church....Well we are not blessed to have a lot of members but I am thank for who we have...for those of you who do not know it is the 5 members of my family and Sis. Bev who are members and there is a young man who has been visiting sense June...so the reason I am not in church this morning 1. Sis. Bev is working 2. Jessa is sick with the flu (so please pray for her) 3. the young man either had to work today as well or I don't know he just didn't come. Normally that wouldn't matter we would still go out to the church and have our own Sunday school in case there were visitors but we are holding services in our house for the winter in order to save on heating this big old building soo that is the reason I am working on my blog :)

Zaiah, Matthew, Nathan and Micah

Ok most of you know the Peter guys -Matthew, Zaiah, Micah and Nathan are my adoptive brothers....or I consider them that anyways....Don't know who adopted who but that doesn't matter I cherish their close friendship...Actually they almost became the closet I'll ever get to having real brothers and that would be in-laws but God saw fit for some reason not to have that happen...Ok anyways in the last year I sadly say I have not talked to them any where near that of what we use to but if ever I need anything I knew I could count on them (more Micah and Zaiah)- wither it was to vent, cry, laugh, solve computer issues, or just plain be dumb with but when Micah left for the Coast Gaurd I suddenly didn't have my voice of reason- Zaiah is a good listener and love him for it but Micah is the one who talks me out of my insanity...how I don't know he's even more insane then I am. *will not cry will not cry* He left just as I was going through one of the hardest things in my life ...and though he knows about it I haven't had him to talk to...no Micah to give cyber hugs or comforting advice or better yet laughs to get my mind off of it- he's stupid I'm stupid it don't take much- but who would have thought that just as one brother temporarily steps out another who unfortunately he and I have barely had talked over the last few years has seemed to fill that roll...though I do say Matthews way is more uh interesting then Micah's...LOL...always has been Micah offers a shoulder to cry on and Matthew offers to beat them up ...got to love them...but in the end the result is still the same... making me feel happy and me forgetting about stuff for a while. Here's the grand ole point that I've said all of this in order to get to.......

Micah is no longer out of contact- he vanished and we all thought we would have to send the Coast Gaurd out to get him....wait...he is in the Coast guard (sorry that was lame but when I thought of it I just had to type it) but anyways...the infamous mailing address does exist and my dearest friend is back- not to talk to but at least to write to ...

ok so on a less sappy and emotional note :P well never mind...I need to go clean my room- its bad its really bad...anyways I may tell you the scary truth of how horrible it is later

lots of love-

Blond Rat
P.S.- short verison of the nickname- Matthew cant read- I was filling something out while I was in Alaska and he thought I put my middle name as Rat- which its Rae- hence the nickname and then Micah lovely added the Blond part ...so now I'm Matthew's faviort rodent....As Bro. Hazel would say ...*Aint that Precious Thats so Precious* :P