And The Planning Begins

I normally would have all the details ironed out and by now but I am just getting started on the them for BTI. Alaena is going to have a challange keeping me reigned in :D as of right now the plan is to fly to ATL the day before and spend the day shopping with Laena, then head to BTI the next day - where we are staying- welll according to Alaena she is going to pick the place because I dont look at price before falling in love with a place :P but thats all not important - the hardest part is actually going and talking to my boss :-l I dont for see a "NO" but its getting up the nerve to go talk to her that has me going nutty...I could use LOTS and LOTS of prayers...this could be the only thing that would be able to stop me from going to BTI this year...I've got to go - I graduate this year- I need this so badly. Everytime a door as closed on something thus far another has opened...I've struggled with personally reasons why not to go but then I end up feeling an even stronger burden to go...This is the last detail to be worked out..the Lord has provided both money and means for me to go...which is a blessing in and of it self- I just need this one obsticale removed from my way...Lord Your Will be Done...I'm praying for an opening in which to go talk to her- I haven't really had a chance yet...I'm clingy to a hope that considering she gave another temp 10 days off for a cruise at the end of March that she'll be able and willing to give me the 11 days off I need to go...A Cruise- Schooling...hmmm- well we will see...

I am 1200 miles away from Grayson and yet it sounds like we both are sick- I have a sinus cold- congestion, sore throat, stuffy nose, major headache, watering eyes and the most annoying there is pressure against my ears- so my ears are really bothering me (its actually starting to get painful)....

I have a feeling its going to say I posted this at 1 something -thats when I started the post but then had to go to work so its actually getting posted just alittle after 12am

good night and God Bless