No Sleep- Must Sleep- Sleep Come -PLEASE!

It is 4:30 or something near that...I am not suppose to be awake...Normal people were asleep at least 4 hrs go...Where are those Serta sheep for me to count maybe that will work...Im sick, My back aches for some odd reason and I can't sleep- I don't know if I drank to much caffeine today to be this wide awake but I am...So enough complaining-

Im am beyond tired and its a good thing that no one is up to talk to me because I have a feeling once I did get sleep and woke up and reminded of how I acted or what I said I would surely be embarrassed. Its one of those dangerous mind sets that those secrets that you want kept as secrets manage to come out and you are to loopy to realize it until its way to late- Lae if you try use this against me come BTI ...... :P though I think its to my advantage that you know most of my secrets but at the same time you and I think to much a like for me to feel safe in this dopey mood and be around you :P

Its March- YAY!!! Jessa's birthday is Saturday she'll be 23 and then my birthday is 9 days later-the 13th and it will be my 20th birthday...I don't feel old...and after watching all of my friends marry off I am surprisingly perfectly at peace with that not being any where in my near future...Its just me and my Lord :) and thats perfectly fine with me- He knows the desires of my heart :) and I know that this new year will bring many wonderful new things as I officially leave the teens behind (well officially as in on the 13th) :D


Ok my parents are odd they play music when the go to bed- the weird instrumental stuff that's suppose to sound like water and birds or something but clearly it works for them so I've put in my Go Fish "Snooze" CD - anyways I figure if Lullabies dont put me to sleep then Im doomed... aww these are sweet songs...


GOOD NIGHT and Goood morning to those who are just now getting up