Much Better

Today was much better. I still feel like an emotional mess with a head full of spaghetti but its not as bad as yesterday.

Thank you Sis. Tammi and Sis. Bekah for your prayers. I'll take your word for it that it gets better because days like yesterday I feel like it never will. Change is hard for me and waiting is even harder. One would think I'd be a pro at both by now but I'm not. I'm one that prefures normal well as normal as things can be. Nothing is normal right now and I think no I know you are right Sis. Tammi that once everything is settled I'll appreciate the normal a lot more. I uselly get 6-8 hrs of sleep a night or day. Ask my parents they'll tell you Im getting plunty of sleep ~hehe~ though I have to say I haven't woke up feeling well rested in a long time.

On a brighter note- Look what I found at the gas station today....

There are two things that I got addicted to and feel in love with in all my time spent in either TN or GA- Southern Style sweet tea and chicken n dumplings. I've wanted real good sweet tea for awhile but didnt feel like making it. Mom stopped at the gas station to get well gas and I went in to get me an energy drink for tomorrow well they didn't have anything I liked and I didn't feel like trying something new and I wasn't going to get anything but I happen to see something out of the corner of my eye. There it was the answer to my cravings ARIZONA Southern Style Real Brewed sweet tea :D they were alittle pricey so I grabbed only 2 and went to the counter to pay. Turns out they were only 99 cents so I grabbed 2 more :oD I'm set for at least 2 days :o)

well this was my plan for tonight- blog (hence the laptop), fill out a job application and work on a baby blacket for a friend and indulge myself with gummy bears and the new starburts oh and drink my tea of coarse.

The blanket will probably have to wait...I actually thought I could get on the computer and blog and then get off- should have known better that I wasn't able to achieve that. Oh well talking online and snaking alittle is still a fun night :o) and I do have plans to pull out a book before going to bed. In the stack of books for Gracie there are several I've never read so I figured I have 2 months to read them and reading seems like time well spent :) Well I think I may actually get off the computer (dont be shocked)

Thank you all for your prayers and your love

I love ya'll

God Bless